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You're reading hostility into posts where there is none. You are worked up about feelings of persecution where there is none. You are making suppositions about people's intent which are paranoid in a thread that is about physically manifesting your paranoia amd feelings of persecution.
If you are indeed in danger on a daily basis, you should be seeking aid from law enforcement and attending reputable self defense classes. Going straight to the internet for advice on building a toy soldier-based cutting board stab vest to wear under your clothing during your day-to-day is either an adolescent rage fantasy or pure coo-coo wackadoodle.
Please seek help and guidance on this issue with real law enforcement officers, trainers, and/ or mental health professionals. Talk to your doctor. You may not be in a healthy place right now.
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